For today, I asked my lil sister to give me an idea what topic that should I write about. Thus, ‘memories’ is it!
Memories can be a good one and a bad one. Of course we all have both the good and the bad in our life.
Among all the good memories that I have, I really like to remember the memories when I am with my friends. Especially during my study time. The high school (specifically during form 4 & 5) and during my bachelor degree time.
I missed the moments when I am a student. How determine I am in achieving my goals.
I am a very ambitious person where I have targets in my mind which I usually will trying my best to achieve it. Alhamdulillah, most of my targets are fulfilled.
I can’t forgot the moment when I received the Best Student Award in my degree time. For sure something that should be proud of. I’m glad that I can proof to my parents that I am still the best student although I have stumbled before (mind you, bad memories ever!)
I started my degree time with a not so good start as in the first semester I didn’t even achieve cgpa of 3.00! What a shame 🤦🏻♀️ But, after that phase I do determine that I will show to my family and my friends that I can balance my study with the campus activities. And alhamdulillah, every sem I am among the top 10 in my class (yes I check other’s result -
Okay, other than good memories about studying. I found that I can’t forget about the memory when I go abroad.
I rarely go travel because I am a cheapskate person hahahaha. But I have been to Liverpool, Manchester, London, Scotland, Singapore and transited at Abu Dhabi and Dubai (dapat transit pun happy ye! Hahahahaha)
Most of these places I travelled were with purpose. Study for sure! Hahaha okay I am a bookworm! Nerd not so nerd la!
Although it has been few years back, but still I am excited to talk about it and recalling these memories back makes me happy!
What else my happy memories? Hmmmm hard tho!
While for the bad memories, I surely have some of it. Which I prefer to forget of course!
Those memories are the one yang mengaibkan I think. Yes, most of it are too dark! Better to be forget.
But recently, I have opened my dark memories with one of my friend which at that time I think I should face my fear in order to forget it properly. And guess what? It traumatised me!
I woke up in a panic attack every night because of that memories. I guess it’s better if I keep that story for my self only.
My bad memories are really bad bad one! I won’t speak about it again for sure! It is the best that only me knowing about it.
I think most of people also would prefer to forget their bad memories instead of remembering it.
Ingat tu perlu juga la supaya dapat jadi pengajaran di masa hadapan.
What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger kannn.
So my advice is, don’t let you bad memories influence your life. You are what you are.
Be proud of yourself and let’s create more good memories in life!
Last but not least, I would like to dedicate this song to whoever reading through this post, so here you are, song by Maroon 5; Memories~
https://youtu.be/K_iH2YSaY3U
Sincere,
dayangbedt
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