Decision

Greeting readers!

Currently all around the world are heating up with the pandemic issue -COVID 19-
Malaysia also have not escape from this chaotic situation where today is the 14 days of restriction movement order (RMO) *ohhh we got another 14 days to go~ for now la!*
I’ve watched the news recently, and up till today there’re 43 deaths recorded. My deepest condolences for the families.

Okayyy, today I came out with the idea of challenging my self producing one entry per day (for 14 days) just to kill the time as I’m tired with eat, sleep and watching movies.
I don’t want to damage my brain more 😂 kena buat something yang berintelektual hahahaha
Hence I picked the topic of ‘decision’ for a start. *hard topic tho*

Decision (dɪˈsɪʒ(ə)n)
a conclusion or resolution reached after consideration





Everyday we have to deal with it. Decision! Yes, making decision.
Such as what should we eat, what should we wear, what should we talk, what should we do, should we or shouldn’t we?
Like me, I preferred to write in English *mostly* not because my english is good but because I want to and because I have english pals. Screw the grammar! Lantak pi! Hahahahahaha
Making decision sometimes can be easy, sometimes can be hard and complicated especially decision that may affect your life such as for a start furthering your education.
Okay, once you choose you path to continue study on one filed *like me, I choose the building surveying* your future might rely on it. Why building? Sebab minat! Yes, I have a deepest interest in building especially the heritage one.
Indeed, it’s up to you who you want to become in the future BUT the initial decision you’ve make will align you the specific path. Example: Learning about building will makes me get involve into the construction and building world.
However, you may change your path also in the middle. Like suddenly you don’t want to work in that field again. Then you have to make a new decision for your life againnn..
Not only decision on furthering study that will influence your life. Many moreee..
If you really thing that decision is better for you, go on with it. But if you have doubts, it is better to list out the pros and cons of it.
Sometimes I really envy with people that don’t have to make choices in their life. Mind you, yes got some people that have not need to make their life decision. It already being arranged by other or they rely on other to decide for them.
But, by making decision on your own it will help you to become wise and aware. Decide well you guys!
There is no wrong and right in every decision that we decided to. It just ‘are we ready for it or not’

So peeps, make your decision wisely and precisely. 😉
For a muslim, if you’re hesitate in your decision, do conduct Istikharah. You’ll find peace in it.
All and all, you should make decision that you think is the best for you. Not because the others ask you to.

Peace out,

dayangbedt 

Cloud does have it silver lining..

Hello readers!

Recently I got lots of warm love from my surrounding, especially from my besties la (love you girls 😘)
Never had I imagine I will go through this phase in my life..
Thanks to them and their encourage words, I feel better..
yes, setiap yang berlaku pasti ada hikmah..
Maybe, before this, I just keeping myself in the safest path.
Don't want to take the risk, ignorance and selfish I think..
That's why I did not realize that I'm holding something that hurts me a lot and maybe others too..

Peoples keep on asking me 'why I'm letting go?' after few years together..
Maybe that is the best for us. The rest, let me keep the story between us..
You can judge me, you can judge him.
But whoever know me, they know me well..
I rather take my chances  on losing someone than losing my self again..

One thing that I discover after this situation, I become more closer with my family, my siblings and my friends..
Sorry if I neglected you guys before..
What I can say is, I found myself.. ME..
I really hope that my parents can accept and respect my decision..
All and all, I am your daughter..
I deserve to choose my own happiness..

dayangbedt 💃🏻



Reality vs Fantasy

Hello..

Have you guys watching 'Crash Landing on You' drama? Serious talk, you should watch if you have not!! Interesting thooooo.. Okay, I like the character of the heroin. Maybe because that's how I am.. hahahaha. I mean her mood, one moment she's happy, one moment she's sad, one moment she's angry. She even don't know her self.. hahaha. Yupp, that's so me! Nope, not having bipolar disorder tho.. couldn't blame your judgement.. hahaha.. But all and all, this drama is worth watching drama! It is not a lovey-dovey drama that makes this worth watching. But the characters in this drama were funnyyyy! Especially the 4 soldiers! The comrades 😂. Go and watch it if you have not!

There's another drama that steal my interest too.. LOVE ALARM! Yes, I cry so hard watching this series.. Badly, hardly and pathetically cryingggg.. Although I tried to resist myself from crying, but my tears don't want to stop from dropping! - I hate my self for that - Yes, nothing wrong with crying, I just don't like the fact that I am crying. Maybe because it gave me pain.. This is the second story that I watched and cried so badly.. the first, of course la Love, Rosie! Okay back to the Love Alarm drama, I just love watching Jojo and Sun Oh love story.. awwww.. sweet tho! But sadly that Jojo have to left him and being hypocrite telling him that she have stop loving him. I can understand why Sun Oh mad at her, but he also couldn't lie that he still have a feeling on her although he already found a new girlfriend. Yupp, that's life! You can fake it but you can not escape the truth.

Okay, that's all my reviews on the dramas! Can't wait for Love Alarm Season 2!!

Love,

dayang